Perhaps I was wrong
Is that why I feel fear when our paths are connected?
When a new window opens through which you can see me I feel the tension of possibility rise from my base and look up at me with judgement
What did I do to feel like this?
Surely I would not have this guilt if I were innocent
I left you for the pain you caused but then why do I question my standing
Am I the villain in our story?
Should I have stayed by your side and made you stronger ?
Should I have let you grow your vines through my veins ?
Feed off my blood
Share my strength
I don’t want to feel like this anymore
You are gone from me
I still feel you looking
Though you still wait for me at our table and consider me your friend
I betrayed you when you needed me
Will I ever be safe from your access?
I wish to leave forever
Free of the guilt you tie to me
I see you as the faces in every crowd
See the tears brought forth when you see me
The accusations you plant in me
The hatred of those who listen
I cannot justify my leaving you
Please
God
Prove to me I was right
I acted on what I stand for
Leave me be
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